To quickly for my liking.
Usually I was ready to go again after a week, but this time was different.
I felt so tired and exhausted and weak and nauseous. Not a good starting point to have another round of chemo.
I wonder if it really was just from the weekend away.
Can one weekend exhaust me so much?
So much that all I could do for the week after was stay on the lounge? Sleeping for hours every day?
The fear is creeping up on me again. The fear that it might be like this every time from now on...maybe even getting worse each time.
I'm sure there is things I can do to not feel so nauseous. Things to take on top if the Aloxi I've been given through the IV.
But the tiredness?
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