Monday 2 February 2015

26.

Susi took me to chemo 26. 

We had a long talk to my oncologist. 

It's hard for everyone to understand that I have been bed ridden for months not due to the cancer, but due to the morphine side effects. 
No one understands why I am reacting so strong to them. 
I am reacting strong to everything. 
But why on earth is it so hard to find a medication against the constant nausea?

It sounds like such a simple problem. 

But apparently it's not. 

I have tried everything I think. Nothing helps. Constant vomiting. Nothing stays down. For a while I could eat potatoes with yoghurt dip. Not anymore. Or some corn flakes. But not anymore. 
It's so uncontrollable. It just shoots out of me. 
I'm better off not eating at all!


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